The Maze of a Mind

[Abby Longbottom]

it's all just a bunch of crazy shenanigans
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because when you're with abigail theresa longbottom,what else do you really expect?!

DEARDIARY

Hi, there. I know it's weird, starting a new diary every year but my last one got over, so I'm just going to keep this one now. School's been on for quite some time now, and I've finally found a free weekend to be able to spend some time with my friends and myself. Hence, the diary writing.

Summer was a lot of fun. Dad let me handle these new plants, which were a bit dangerous so now I have to help Gemma in Herbology. Speaking of which, Lily and I decided we were going to have a garden when we grow up! With like trees and fountains and a maze and orchards, with chocolate and lollipops! I'm so glad Mum sent me more candy, it was so nice of her.

I kissed Bronson on the train. And he wasn't even my first one. Until last year I was wondering about boys and girls and now I've kissed two. Well, my first kiss was with this Muggle boy I found on the other side of the Leaky. He was a bit older, sixteen I think, and he introduced me to his friends.

And then he held my hand and kissed me. It felt nice, and then he kissed me some more and that felt nice too. But with Bronson it was different. It wasn't like that and now I find myself thinking about him which is weird. I should stop. It's not like we're getting together. Besides, some of the people have gotten cuter this year.

Gracie says she and Kale are working things out. I'm glad for her, she really needed it. I know Kale will take care of her.

Also, I think I - oh, lollipop! Later diary!

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LOVEABBY

[Abby Longbottom]

DEARDIARY

Shit, I'm screwed. Well, I was drunk and I was stupid and I fucking kissed Lucy.

Oh god. Oh god. We were drunk and I was screaming and she was screaming and then she just kissed me and I kissed her back and then she ran off and, shit!

Now what am I going to do? I know it was just the alcohol, but what if she thinks I like girls? I mean, I don't. I don't think I do. I mean, they're cute, but I want to spend my life with a guy and...argh, I hope this doesn't ruin the friendship we have.

Ella is going to be shit confused.

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LOVEABBY