i couldn't stay away ; i couldn't fight it

[Brianna McLaggen]

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[Brianna McLaggen]

I don't know what I'm supposed to have fucking done. Can't Bronson fucking see that I've been through hell lately? I thought he'd be more understanding. Or at least, I thought he'd have missed me - I fucking missed him! One of the few reasons I came back was because I wanted us to go back to normal.

But no, he's giving me shit, as if everything was my fault. Whenever I go down to eat, he leaves the table, like he can't fucking stand the sight of me. At least Father and Briseis have sort of calmed down to just freezing me out - Brons fucking shows as loud as he fucking can that he absolutely hates me.

Calm. Breathe. Calm.

I know it's my fault. I know everything's my fault. I just hoped that he'd love me still through it all.

There's nothing keeping me here anymore. Maybe I need some distance after all.


Brianna