Post by danni on Aug 21, 2011 1:18:53 GMT -5
Dear diary,
So, September's almost here, and then I'll be a fifth year, and well, with such a rough year last year, I thought I'd give myself a fresh start. And how better to do that than a new diary, right? Oh, by the way, I think I've found some sort of new insight on myself recently; I want to be a lawyer after Hogwarts. That is officially my dream job.
So, I'll skip the gruesome details of last year, and go straight into what I've been up to this summer.
Gossip: Well fuck me sideways, as it turns out, my dear sister has found herself a boyfriend in the likes of Louis Weasley. I didn't find out from her, of course, I found out from accidentally reading her diary and finding out. I"m probably the last to know that, aren't I/ Ah well... Looks like I'll have to have a conversation with Louis soon though, won't I? Be prepared for awkwardness, I suppose...
My life:
Well, here's to hopefully having a better year next year- oh, who am I kidding? It's O.W.L. year... plenty of drama and even more homework. Goodbye lawyer dreams...
Cheers,
Danni
So, September's almost here, and then I'll be a fifth year, and well, with such a rough year last year, I thought I'd give myself a fresh start. And how better to do that than a new diary, right? Oh, by the way, I think I've found some sort of new insight on myself recently; I want to be a lawyer after Hogwarts. That is officially my dream job.
So, I'll skip the gruesome details of last year, and go straight into what I've been up to this summer.
Gossip: Well fuck me sideways, as it turns out, my dear sister has found herself a boyfriend in the likes of Louis Weasley. I didn't find out from her, of course, I found out from accidentally reading her diary and finding out. I"m probably the last to know that, aren't I/ Ah well... Looks like I'll have to have a conversation with Louis soon though, won't I? Be prepared for awkwardness, I suppose...
My life:
- It's sort of really sad, actually, that my summer had to kick off with me running into Lorcan, Lucy Weasley, and Thomas Avery... altogether. It was probably the most awkward conversation I've ever had...
- Sebastian Nott has been being oddly nice... I thought Devyn might have something to do with it, but she swore back to front that she didn't do it... maybe people really do change?
- I got drunk with Bobby Fayer. Nothing much happened- it was oddly disappointing for my first time.
I got drunk, I got drunk, I got drunk, the fuck is wrong with me? - I broke up with Thomas. It was horrible. I should just give up on love altogether so that I never have to go through that, oh God... But, really, why was I with him again? Nothing personal, he's just... awkard, and yeah.
- I ran into Hayden Oglethorpe at the Quidditch shop yesterday. It was brilliant, and my Merlin, I love that boy. I distracted him from family issues and he forced me out to dance in the rain. I never knew how much I actually missed him until we were talking like that... it was excellent, let me tell you.
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I miss Ella, I miss Ella, I miss Ella, I miss Ella, I miss Ella.... - Hate to end this diary on a sour note, but I feel the need to mention that I wish I didn't still have to go to a psychiatrist. After that incident, my mum sort of became forever worried, not that I blame her, of course, I'm worried about me too sometimes. Things didn't work out with the headmistress or Professor McGonagall so she sent me to a Muggle complete stranger, and it sort of helped in a way, even if I have to watch what I say slightly. The psychiatrist calls me mentally unstable, and thinks that my problems mostly come from slight depression and a low opinions of my own worth.Which can't be true, right? I mean, I assure you, I love myself
(haha- not really. I'm stupid, and ugly, and will never fall in love, and- okay, I'm just proving the doctor's point, going to stop now...) -
I miss Ella, I miss Ella, I miss Ella.... -
I miss Devyn....
Well, here's to hopefully having a better year next year- oh, who am I kidding? It's O.W.L. year... plenty of drama and even more homework. Goodbye lawyer dreams...
Cheers,
Danni