someone help

[Adélaïde Lamoureux]

Je suis merveilleuse sensation en ce moment. Je viens de recevoir mon premier aperçu de Poudlard, et laissez-moi vous dire, c'est génial! C'est tellement mieux que Beauxbâtons. Quel que soit Emilienne dit, je l'aime beaucoup.

Matthieu et moi avons tous deux été classés. Je suis allé à Serdaigle, et Matthieu est entré en Gryffondor. Il semble qu'il n'y amour. Eh bien, je ne peux pas lui en vouloir, parce que j'aime ça aussi!


Laissez-moi vous dire un secret. Je n'ai pas dit à personne, mais pensez-vous que je doit dire Emi? Ah, maintenant je suis idiot! Pourquoi suis-je poser une question à un livre?

Sur mon dernier jour à Beauxbâtons, ils avaient une grande fête dans les dortoirs. Tout le monde était ivre, sauf moi, et puis cette fille - j'ai oublié qui, je pense que c'était Laure - m'embrassa. Et je l'ai embrassée en arrière. Oh Merlin, je suis si stupide, et je n'étais même pas ivre! Je ne sais pas quoi faire de cela.


Quoi qu'il en soit, je suis vraiment heureux maintenant, et je vous tiendrai au courant de ce qui est comme Poudlard!

Cordialement,
Adelaide

[Adélaïde Lamoureux]

Alright.

LIFE. OFFICIALLY. FUCKING. SUCKS.

(yes, Maman forced me to write in English from now on, and yes, I cuss in English, but that's not the point.)

I met my worst nightmare today.

Is there no justice in the world? Answer: There isn't.

Okay, let's begin at the beginning. So, Emi, Matthieu and I had gone out to the beach, and Matthieu being to idiot he is, decided to disappear. So I decided to search for him and then I catch this boy staring at me.

He seems equally as snarky as me, and he's in my year. Oh. Fucking. Joy.

So, we talked for a little while and this is the list of stupid things I did.
a) Talked to him.
b) Told him I'm coming to Hogwarts.
c) Asked him about his apparently fucked-up family (I didn't get an answer).
d) Cussed in English.
e) Smoked. Holy fuck it was fantastic, but there's something like crossing a limit.
f) Wagered five galleons that I can stay out in the Forest all night.

This proves I have definitely gone crazy. Help!

- Adelaide

[Adélaïde Lamoureux]

Oh, who am I even kidding anymore? I love Hogwarts, but as long as Pereira Neil's around, I just can't... I just can't survive. Who the fuck does he think he is anyway?

I ran into him again today. Tried my level best to maintain my composure and snark back at him. Did not succeed and said meeting proceeded to culminate in a shouting match followed by tears. I'd like to say it was him who cried but no. It just had to be me.

I don't know how I feel about him anymore, I really don't. I keep telling myself that I loathe him. Then why did I feel so jealous when I saw him with Briseis McLaggen's sister on the platform? Why do his insults hurt me so much? Why is he insisting on dissecting my personality? And the more he does so, the more I realise it's true.

Okay, off Pereira for now. Apparently, the Divination professor here - Nellie McGonagall - is Emi's biological mother. She seems a bit whacky, and to be honest, I'm worried that I'm going to lose my only friend about Emi.

Night. I'm tired. -Ade