Post by Annabel Hewer on May 21, 2011 18:49:19 GMT -5
may twenty-first, 2011
ringing out like a shotgun in my head
ringing out and i just can't go to bed
[/color][/center] ringing out and i just can't go to bed
dear diary,
[/size]I've arrived at Hogwarts. I've been here for a few days now. It's... different. I don't miss Beauxbatons, though. I didn't really have many friends there, either, so I don't miss anyone in particular.
I thought it might be good here because I'd be around Jack more. I feel more distant from him than ever. At least before he would owl me. Now I can barely get his attention. I understand he's busy - he's a professor and the Head of Gryffindor. (Oh, by the way, I didn't get sorted into Gryffindor. I feel like I really let Jack down. Maybe that's why he's avoiding me. Not avoiding, but... well, no, now that I put it that way, I bet he is.)
I have a babysitter. She's called Lo. She's super sweet. I haven't really spoken to the other girls in my year or my dorm. I just want to revise for now, get a solid standing at this school. Not to mention that I'm just not in the mood to 'mingle'.
I miss my mum. I'm really hoping that she and my brothers are playing some awfully cruel joke on me. That the body in the casket wasn't hers and that she's not six feet under with my father.
I haven't cried yet. Because I'm sure this isn't real. It can't be.
