Post by drishti3693 on Apr 20, 2011 16:22:35 GMT -5
[Entry #1]
First things first - this is not a diary. No way in fucking hell, okay? This is a journal. I will not, nor will I ever, write in a goddamned diary.
Second - my life is complete and utter shit.
I think Louis hates me.
Not only did I butt into his damn newfound relationship with one Miss Devyn Oberlin, I somehow managed to send him a letter containing my deepest, darkest, most obvious secret [or so I thought].
I told him I loved him.
And now I've completely screwed up any possible attraction between Louis and I. He bloody told me that he'd never see me as anything but his best friend, which I doubt I even am anymore.
Fuck this. Fuck relationships. Fuck life.
I need to talk to him.
First things first - this is not a diary. No way in fucking hell, okay? This is a journal. I will not, nor will I ever, write in a goddamned diary.
Second - my life is complete and utter shit.
I think Louis hates me.
Not only did I butt into his damn newfound relationship with one Miss Devyn Oberlin, I somehow managed to send him a letter containing my deepest, darkest, most obvious secret [or so I thought].
I told him I loved him.
And now I've completely screwed up any possible attraction between Louis and I. He bloody told me that he'd never see me as anything but his best friend, which I doubt I even am anymore.
Fuck this. Fuck relationships. Fuck life.
I need to talk to him.