Post by Blair Hayward on Mar 28, 2012 20:44:50 GMT -5
blair f. hayward
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and i'm not sleeping now
----------------the dark is too hard to beat
----------------the dark is too hard to beat
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and i'm not keeping now
-----------the strength i need to push me
-----------the strength i need to push me
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you show the lights that stop me
-------turn to stone, you shine it when i'm alone
-------turn to stone, you shine it when i'm alone
LIKES:
bright colors
nail varnish
feminism [to a certain extent]
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DISLIKES:
being hungry all the time
guys that are clingy
relationships
the terms “slut” and “whore” - she can tolerate “bitch,” but the other two just piss her off like nothing else [not only because she’s been called them both on various occasions in her life, but also because she thinks slut-shaming is just wrong and disrespectful to women, especially because of the double standard that exists between how male promiscuity and female promiscuity are viewed by society].
having to put actual effort into her work [but when she does, she actually excels at whatever task is at hand - it’s just the laziness/procrastination that gets the better of her sometimes].[/ul]
STRENGTHS:
for the people who are already her friends or when she makes a good friend [which doesn’t occur often], she’s very faithful to them and will stand up for them blindly and recklessly if it ever comes down to that. the same can’t be said for her short-lived relationships, because most of the guys she’s dated instead of just slept with have been complete twats in terms of treating her the way she wants to be treated. this accounts for some of her reasoning behind not wanting to ever be in any sort of relationship, in addition to all the commitment which she couldn’t handle to save her life.[/ul]
WEAKNESSES:
she’s extremely pessimistic, not seeing the point in doing anything at certain times - this has gone as far as not wanting to get up in the morning because she believes there’s absolutely nothing to look forward to over the course of her day, but whenever she’s in this mood she gives herself a quick pep talk that usually goes along the lines of “stop being such a whiny little bitch” and she eventually does what she needs to do and begins a countdown to the weekend to cheer herself up.
she’s very elitist when it comes to friends, relationships, and even flings or one night stands [the exception to this is when she’s too wasted to be in her usual state of mind]. she doesn’t want to associate herself with those that she considers to be of lower class than her in areas such as intelligence, wealth, and blood status. she’s not overly fussed on blood supremacy, especially in public places such as her workplace where she realizes that it’s in her best political interests to remain neutral on such topics, but can and will either refuse to speak to someone if they’re not pureblood or at least half-blood in places that she knows she won’t get caught for acting this way.[/ul]
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apathetic - for both fear of being judged and fear of looking vulnerable, she pretends not to care about a lot of things that actually matter to her, but since she's been building up her walls for so many years now, a lot of her apathy has become quite real and unavoidable at this point.
ambitious - she strives to be the best in everything she does, and has done so ever since she was eleven and started at hogwarts. her definition of "doing your best" probably differs greatly from everyone else's because she doesn't want to try her best or be the best just in her eyes - she wants to beat everyone regardless of whether they're truly better than her at something or not. she'll stop at nothing to be number one in things if winning promises recognition and glory.
hypocritical - the blood supremacy ideology that she grew up with [planted in her head all by her mother - though her father was also pureblood, he didn't hold any such extreme beliefs on blood status] and still upholds to this day doesn't stop her from openly expressing her love for muggle things, such as nail varnish, vodka, and hairspray. she can't ever express her own faults, so she'll never own up to this hypocrisy, even though she also visits muggle cities, bars, and nightclubs more often than other wizards and witches do.
outgoing - strangely enough considering how much she hates everyone and everything the majority of the time, at other times when she's in the mood, usually when she's out and about and looking for fun, she can be very chatty [not necessarily a friendly kind of chatty], taking every opportunity that presents itself in order to chill out, forget about her problems for a while, and have a good time.[/ul]
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and so i tell myself that i'll be strong
------------------------dreaming when they're gone
------------------------dreaming when they're gone
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'cause they're calling, calling, calling
------------------------me home. calling, calling, calling home
------------------------me home. calling, calling, calling home
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lights, lights, lights, lights
------------------------lights, lights, lights, light
------------------------lights, lights, lights, light
