please don't

[Julie Peakes]

I don't even know what I'm doing with this fucking journal.

I'm just sort of scared.

I think theres something wrong with me.

I think I have something called...(Borderline Personality Disorder).

I mean, i know I don't, I'm not crazy, I'm mostly normal.

But what if?

Nevermindnevermindnevermind.

We're throwing a party. I'm going to snog/shag someone.

I don't even know if it will make Scorpius jealous, but I really, really...

Fuck this, what am I doing?